Monday, January 10, 2011

Psalm 38

Psalm 38

1 LORD, do not rebuke me in your anger 
   or discipline me in your wrath.
2 Your arrows have pierced me,
   and your hand has come down on me.
3 Because of your wrath there is no health in my body;
   there is no soundness in my bones because of my sin.
4 My guilt has overwhelmed me
   like a burden too heavy to bear.

5 My wounds fester and are loathsome
   because of my sinful folly.
6 I am bowed down and brought very low;
   all day long I go about mourning. 

7 My back is filled with searing pain;
   there is no health in my body.
8 I am feeble and utterly crushed;
   I groan in anguish of heart.

9 All my longings lie open before you, Lord;
   my sighing is not hidden from you.
10 My heart pounds, my strength fails me;
   even the light has gone from my eyes. 

11 My friends and companions avoid me because of my wounds;
   my neighbors stay far away.
12 Those who want to kill me set their traps,
   those who would harm me talk of my ruin;
   all day long they scheme and lie.
 13 I am like the deaf, who cannot hear,
   like the mute, who cannot speak; 

14 I have become like one who does not hear,
   whose mouth can offer no reply.

15 LORD, I wait for you;
   you will answer, Lord my God. 

16 For I said, “Do not let them gloat
   or exalt themselves over me when my feet slip.”

17 For I am about to fall,
   and my pain is ever with me.
18 I confess my iniquity;
   I am troubled by my sin. 

19 Many have become my enemies without cause[b];
   those who hate me without reason are numerous.
20 Those who repay my good with evil
   lodge accusations against me,
   though I seek only to do what is good.

21 LORD, do not forsake me;
   do not be far from me, my God.
22 Come quickly to help me,
   my Lord and my Savior.

I came upon this chapter in Psalm. I feel like this chapter describes my life right now. I wish that I could pull out specific versus that were more pertinent than others, but I would just end up copying the entire thing so instead I will just bold the things that stuck out to me. 

I think this chapter is so applicable to me because no matter what I do, I will never be good enough for God. Even though I have Jesus, I feel like I have constant reminders and daily burdens that remind me of my sin.